Why does my mom and girlfriend think I'm crazy because of this?

=[ you sound sad.. i guess i cant really say much here.. but if it were me.. ha ha i guess ide agree with some of it.. I don't like the whole idea of paying $7,000 coming from your family's pocket so you can be cried about then tossed into a hole. I know it may sound insensitive but some just don't like the idea of a "proper" burial. Its different from person to person... some get cremated for this reason... Me? I at first wanted to be tied to a rock and dorpped off in the middle of the cean.. i dont like the idea of some one (especially family) being able to see me or my place of where my body lays. Now that i have a girl friend (im not at all religious.. very... athiest i guess haha).. but i want to be some how buryed with her.. not so as to calm my nerves.. ile be dead!.. but more.. so that the people arround me knew that ide be only happy if i was alive.. I dont realy care if they forget me or not unless theyd be sad.. i dont want people crying for me.. but more look at it as a misfortune? depending on the sitchuation. Haha for me, a burial or burning some where that no one will come to mourn when ever with my girl will be nice... in a large card board box even.. and with out some priest with rehearsed words said 1000 times before.. your not crazy... just either enlightened.. or just saddened due to some other issue.. but if that were the case.. whouldnt you be here asking us about that instead? o.O???! Gl on your sitch and say no to meds.. i disagree to mood supressors x10 hahaha ;] byes